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Saturday, May 7, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:58 AM  "You left, just like that.." HELLO.HAI.HARLO.ALOHA.HI.HEY. I have no idea why am I posting. Maybe just to kill boredom, or I don't know? Okay, EXAMS. They're killing me. Friggin stressing me out yaw. 3 more exams to go, Art then Maths and finally D&T. Argh. It's so boring at home. I'm just sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Tryna think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you. o.o i'm being random. I wanna go out and yet I also don't wanna. I'm weirdweirdweird. Ohwell, I want my glee to be faster downloaded! I wanna watch it to kill my bored. I should be doing my art now though, nevermind I'm moodless so yeah. Shall facebook now. Ciao! ; It seems just only yesterday that you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong, I used to be happy, I used to smiley without reason, I used to not fake smiles, I used to not feel alone. You're arms around me tight, everything felt so right. Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong. Now I can't breathe nor I can sleep, I'm barely hanging on. I'm torn into pieces. Everything changed just like that, and it's all my fault. If only I did this. If only I did that. If only I didn't do this. If only I didn't do that. If only.. Maybe, you would still be mine. Nothing's for sure. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to feel, I don't know what to say, I don't know how to live. I made the same mistake twice, I thought we're suppose to learn from our mistakes.. in the end I committed the same mistake twice, how awesome? -.- I wish I had an instruction book, or a guide to tell me what to do and what not to do. Cuz if not, i'll be self destructing every relationship I have. Haish, idkidkidkidk. Everytime it's the same, realizing only when it's too late. When wanna do something to save it, its always too late. So much for everything. I wanna build walls like seriously, pushing everybody away.. Kthxbye. withlotsalove, Rynell. |
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Hi, my name is Rynell Kaye.I'm 13 years Every Eleventh of February I blow candles and Open presents. SINGLELADY. (Y) I love photography, hugs & Glee! (L) Loves to be loved, likes to be liked, hates to be hated. Want to know more about me? Just read my blog and come back often. Wishlist,
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